Conversion to the religious Mindset

ht: nakedpastor.com
This image really captures what I've been feeling lately. I've liked living my life over on the colourful side for the last few years but feeling pressured, by whom I'm not sure exactly, to move over to the black and white side.  This is right, that is wrong....Do this, but not that, think this but don't even think about thinking that...

I feel somewhere stuck in the middle, pulled from both sides and unclear about where to go next.  Is it even possible to live life in the in between space? Or, is there too much tension, too much pressure to conform in order to be accepted.  I'm not sure...but this image is a very helpful way of thinking about it.

Thanks David!